confusion247's Diaryland Diary

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sometimes

Sometimes I do things that I don't want to do with people I don't have true feelings for.
Sometimes I start to think about it monthes after things happened and I feel sick and want to throw up all over the place.
Sometimes I like being trashy because it's easier than not.
Sometimes I convince myself of things that aren't true.
Sometimes I cause distractions for myself and eventually realize what I did wrong, and how I can't fix it.
Sometimes I think I'm going to die of an STD.
Sometimes I lie about how many people I've had sex with to save face: adding and subtracting.
Sometimes I pretend to have emotional attachments to girls that I've had sex with just because I feel bad.
Sometimes I hate everyone.
But only sometimes...

9:39 p.m. - 2005-02-22

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