confusion247's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Re-evaluate. So I've been sitting here all night talking to someone who I haven't talked to in a long ass time, partially because I just assumed he was the same narrow minded, cocky, arogant bastard that I remember. But as it turns out he's not at all. He's actually a really cool guy. But in talking to him I realized that I need to evaluate my life and put it in the direction it needs to go. I realized I do far too many drugs way too often, I drink like a fish, I don't focus on anythign really important, I lead people on, I fuck off at school, my grades are shit, and I'm hardcore selfish. I don't really know what I want to do abotu this all yet. On the one hand I KNOW I need to focus on my grades, lower my social life, cut back tremendously on the drugs and alcohol, and stop leading people on and I know that's the right thing to do. But at the same time, I can't remember a time when I've been happier then I was this last semester. I mean, really, I smiled so much more, and I didn't stare at my feet when I walked. But I decided I'm going to do the "right" thing and see if I Can still be just as happy. I have to make all 100s next semester to even hope to get my GPA and Average up to a 3.5 again (it was a 3.8. I know I can do it, it's not hard. It just means I'm going to have to pay attention, get orgainzed, and do the work. That's why I wound up with 41 in English...I don't know. I'm just doing some evaluating and need to get my life going in the right direction. I'm done. Hearts, Danny. C-ville Countdown: 2 and a half days. 2:22 a.m. - 2003-12-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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