confusion247's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Heart on my sleeve. And the leaf chronicle headlines read: "DANNY GOMEZ: GAY? JOURNAL REVEALS ALL"...Or at least it would, if it really mattered that much. So according to a couple of folks in Clarksville I'm the talk of the town. Great. I wrote the entry with this situation in mind. All I can really say is you weren't actually a friend of mine if you didn't already know, because most people do: Brandon, Rachel, Patrick, Meggie, Nik, even my racist bitchy best friend nan knew. And not even she made it a big deal. So for all of you who judge a person on the people they date let me make some clarifications for you because I know rather than just asking you will continually talk behind my back, make assumptions, and spread rumors: 1. I'm not gay. I'm not straight. I'm Daniel Lee Gomez. I'm attracted to whoever I'm attracted to, I can't control it, neither can you. I'm sure it's the same with everyone. The only difference is I don't want to miss out on anything, so I actually act on it. 2. No, I do not have a boyfriend. Thanks for spreading that though. I dated a guy for a few days, and that was it. 3. No, Shelley did not "turn" me. 4. Yes, I still like girls, I still like girls a lot. In fact, I date them very often, I sleep with them, I like girls. 5. I'm still the same person as I always have been. It's just now I'm bareing everything and don't care. I don't know why I feel the need to justify any of this. Because I odn't need to. I guess it's actually all because of Shelley...she's the onl yperson I feel a need to justify this to because I think she's the only person this will really affect. I don't want her think any different of me, and I don't want her to think that my feelings for her were any less than they were becausae this doesn't affect that. My feelings for you haven't wavered any...I still love you. I think that's the main thing I want to emphasize. This doesn't affect anything at all. It doesn't change me, it doesn't change my relationship with anyone. I still have the same feelings, I still think the same thoughts. I'm not sensitive about it, jokes don't bother me. I'm just Daniel still, well, no, actually, I'm Danny now...and yes, there is a difference. Danny's a lot more open, less judgemental, happier, and less fake. I really do wear my heart on my sleeve now. Except me for who I am, and not what you think of me. Thanks. Danny. 3:33 p.m. - 2003-11-30 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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