confusion247's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- reasons I'm pissed. So I'm definitely in a journal writing mood. I am in the worst mood imaginable today. I just got pissed off at Nik Mabry if that tells you anything. I never get pissed off especially not at nik. SO here's a runthrough of why I'm pissed as all hell, or just in a bad mood: 1. Drama 2. Nan's super upset about Jon, and just, things aren't going really well, and I'm tired of hearing about certain things. But I love her, and so I'm here for her, always. 3. Shelley continues to make me feel like dieing almost every day. I can't get her out of my head. And it makes me so melancholy. No girl has ever had that much control over me. 4. I'm frustrated because I can't move on from Shelley yet even though I have an amazing person there for me. 5. Nik went into this long thing about drugs and why people do them and for some reason it really angered me. I think people do drugs because they want to. Otherwise they wouldn't do them and that's good enough reason for me. 6. I didn't get to see everyone as much as I wanted in Clarksville. And I'm just really frustrated that anyone is still mad at Kelsh because I think she's an amazing person and I love her very much so. 7. Zach reminds me of a Lion after being tamed. If that makes sense. When you go to the zoo and see a wild animal and the look in it's eye. That look that let's you know it's been defeated and it's just not going to try anymore. That's the look in Zach's eye and I hate it because he's so amazing. And I'm mad because he can't be the free person he wants to be. I'm mad at the world, society. Life. 8. I'm ugly and I'm gaining weight again. 9. My mom's turned back into her drunken self. 10. My family is still awake. Danny. 11:32 p.m. - 2003-10-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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