confusion247's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- age My house sucks...so does my computer. I don't update so often anymore. I always hear David, Cara, and Boomer talking about there diaries and I just think "Just wait two years, and you'll almost *never* update anymore" But maybe that's just me...Rachel still updates. I was actually thinking about Rachel all day today. I feel really bad for not being there when she left. I mean, obviously, I couldn't control the circumstances or anything, but still. She is my best friend. And before I moved here she spent the entire day before with me...I remember it was the most meaningful thing in the world to me. It's kind of weird, when I first started hanging out with Brandon and Patrick and them they were a year younger than I am now. Well, actually, they were the age I am now (I'm young for my class). I always thought I was on the same age level as them. And I don't know if I've grown or matured or what. But I'm now two years older and for some reason I think I feel the same...Have I matured? Have I really grown? Or have I stayed the same? Hmm, it's a hard thing to decide. I hope i'm looked at as being older. It's weird to concider myself a Junior in HS. I realize that that isn't a HUGE deal for some, but still. Hmmm, I dont' know, I'm confused about a lot of stuff schoolrelated. I look at this screen feeling 20. I'm about to be 16...my birthday is in two weeks, September 12th. My mom scheduled me for a pschologist appointment. I'm fine with it. I just think it's odd that SHE is sending ME to the psychologist, when she really is the crazy one. Oh well though, I think it will be interested. I think I'm going to Clarksville Saturday, woo woo. Caiden and I are going to stay at Brandon's I believe, if anyone would like to reach me I shall be there. I'm going to go....Rachel, I miss you, and I love you. I will come visit you soon. oh and I have a new sn...daylightstars hearts, Danny 10:38 p.m. - 2003-08-26 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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