confusion247's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- my brother I remember when I was a kid I had a fear of dolls and ghosts. I remember I was afraid of this "My Buddy" doll and he punched it and threw it in a dumster for me...I was always afraid to go into dark rooms because I was afraid something would jump out and attack me. I was also deathly afraid of falling asleep after everyone else in the dark. So everytime my brother was around he'd always go into a dark room and turn on the light for me. We always shared a room and so at night time he would always wait for me to fall asleep before he would. When he would shut the blinds I'd cry for them to open and he would assure me that no matter what he'd protect me. Forever, no matter what. Years and Years down the road he is still sticking to his promise. Bad thing happened on Monday, as we cried in the car he wrapped his arm around my shoulder and said "I love you, man, and I will never ever fucking let anything happen to you, I'll always be here to protect you." I think I cried harder then than I did the entire night. I have the greatest older brother in the entire world. And I just needed to write about it. I think I'd die without him. He's my best friend, and I don't want anyone to ever fuck with him. Where I lack in parents and such he makes up for it ten times as much...he's moved out now and I don't know what I'm going to do with out him... danny. 9:24 p.m. - 2003-08-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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