confusion247's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- no sleep I just got into an argument with Mary and Ray, it's funny that fighting with my parents is all that I use to write about and now it's so regular that it doesn't faze me enough to waste my time writing. I hate them though, I really do. That's the other reason I want to graduate early so badly, I'd get out of this house sooner. I probably won't though because I'm too lazy to schedual an appointment with Ms. Dyer...there's so many pros and cons, but more pros...who knwos though. Everything is balanced. I looked throught the Rossview High year book today, the one from my Freshmen year, I really miss that place. I really miss all of my friends. I really just miss my life still. But you have to move on. Everything in that book is just now a memory. It just sucks because I look like such a loser in tehre and I'm going to be showing my kids that one day and they'll be like "oh no, that was my dad..." and I don't plan on getting any Germatnown year Books. So whatever. I have pictures, tapes, letters, ect. I think Barbara and I are going to try to go to Clarksville this weekend. I *Really* hope we go. Everyone in Clarksville would LOVE her. She's the best. She's kind of the female version of me without the bitching. Same style, music, ect. She's the best. She's 18 and a Senior at Houston. It's a strictly friendship thing for those of you thinking other wise. I couldn't date her, I'm not attracted to myself, therefore I can't be attracted to someone who reminds me of myself. If that makes sense. Eula and I have delayed our date far too many times...urshk. Damn not being able to drive. Well, soon enough we'll have our license and it will be easier. I don't know what's going on with us, if anything. I just know I love being around her. She's makes me happy. She's not a bitch. She's adorable. She's creative, she's just all around great. I don't know what to write in here about anymore. I don't have much of anything. I'm no longer a diaryland freak I suppose. I write every now and then, but who wants to read about my dull life anymore? I feel like a sitcom that got old. Like when Saved by the Bell went into the College Years. That's where I am now. I still have a few readers but my ratings will never be as high as they once were. I'm jsut duller now. it's cool though. I like me. the other night Barbara and I went downtown Memphis. We walked up and down Beale and then went to Peabody Place and played video games, and did such things. She reminds me of having my best friend around me again. I went to a thespian meeting the other day too. I made Eula this purse. Hopefully she liked it. I failed my English Tests. And as of right now I have slept for 34 hours. hearts and stars, Danny 9:42 p.m. - 2003-08-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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