confusion247's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Mad World. The last entry I wrote was way uncalled for. I needed to vent, but I didn't mean half of what I wrote...::sigh::...everything's jumbled right now. I'm so freaking crazy in love with Shelley right now, but I don't think she actually loves me back. Which is an uncomfortable/uneasy/upsetting feeling I suppose. I think we're going to work things out. I think maybe we did get back together too early. I'm not upset that we did get back together, but I don't think she was ready...I think we just need to work through this. I can't imagine life without her. Just yesterday and this morning was hell because I couldn't help but think she hated me. It's amazing how the ones you love the most can hurt you the worst. I think what's going to happen in the end with Shelley and I is either I'm going to wind up a more depressed person who doesn't believein love, ect. Or she's going to wind up being a really happy person. who knows though. She's so beautiful, and I can't say that about manye people. So as of late I've been listening to Mad World a lot...it's a great song, I heard it on Donnie Darko, I think it may be my favorite song at the moment. I love that movie, and this song...download it, the voice is amazing. but download the donnie darko version, the original is kind of weird sounding... ~~~~~~~~~ All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere And their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tommorow, no tommorow And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you 'Cos I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad World Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Made to feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me ~~~~~~ I'm so very lucky. danny 12:11 a.m. - 2003-07-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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