confusion247's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Mr. Es Beautiful Blues The smokestack is spitting black soot into the sunny sky The load on the road brings a tear to the indian’s eye The elephant won’t forget what it’s like inside his cage The ringmaster’s telecaster sings on an empty stage God damn right it’s a beautiful day ahah God damn right it’s a beautiful day ahah The girl with the curls and the sweet big ribbon in her hair She’s crawled out the window ’cause her daddy just don’t care (come on!) God damn right it’s a beautiful day ahah God damn right it’s a beautiful day ahah The clown with the frown driving down to the sidewalk fair Finger on the trigger I tell you he is quite a scare God damn right it’s a beautiful day ahah God damn right it’s a beautiful day ahah The kids fit their lids when their heads hear that crazy sound Their neighbour digs the flavour still he’s moving to another town (and I don’t believe he’ll come back) God damn right it’s a beautiful day ahah God damn right it’s a beautiful day ahah And I don’t know how you’re taking all the shit you see You don’t believe anyone but most of all openly agree God damn right it’s a beautiful day ahah God damn right it’s a beautiful day ahah -Eels ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`` I suppose this is me lately. I've been trying to look at the world as a beautiful place. But I cna't get past the negative. But as I always say, there is an equal amount of bad that goes along with the good. And there's an equal about of good that goes along with that bad. Everything has to be completely balanced out at all times....::sigh:: I suppose I'm just looking at the bad lately...I'm in Germantown (bad) but I have a future here (good). I miss all my REALLY close friends in Clarksville (bad) but I DO have pretty good friends here (good)...Shelley's always difficult, and she hates me (bad), but she does make me happy when we're together (good)...I don't know what the deal is with Shelley and I anymore. One minute I think we're GREAT, and our relationship is flawless...and the next all there is is flaws and she won't look at anything possitive. I care about her like crazy, but geez. I don't know what I'm suppose to do about the cheating thing. I know I did it, I feel terrible everyday, but that's not enough for her. I think she wants me to apologize daily, and I'm willing to. She keeps saying that I just act like it never happened, no big deal. That's not it at all. I just don't like to talk about it. It ruins everything. I'd like to feel bad forever, but just not talk about it...::sigh::...Things are so confusing, I try to talk to her, bu teverything I say is terrible, and I do no good. She makes me feel like shit. -Danny 2:03 a.m. - 2003-07-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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