confusion247's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Party Week Yes, so I suppose I should back up a lot. It seems I sort of rushed into something here. I haven't really explained much of anything. I came into Clarksville on July 3rd after taking Chrystal Meth the day before for the first and only time. (It was amazing, but I never plan to do it again, it hurt so much coming off of it). Well, I got into town. And I suppose I had an okay time. Not really though. I wasn't really happy to be back in town until a few days later when Shelley and I started talking again. We are now back together, amazingly. It's a surprise with how as dumb as I am, I'm still so fucking lucky. I love Shelley. I love her. I would die without her. I will never screw us up again...ever. I may forget to call now and again, but, well, it's a phone call. I'll never be out doing her wrong again. Anyway, one night I was out with Nan and asked her to just drop me off at Meggies house. So She does...this is where the adventure begins. SUNDAY I'm dropped off at Meggies house and I'm kind of acting crazy, and Meggie asks "are you high?" and I said "No" and she said "well, call Brandon and see if he can get us something" so I give him a call and we go pick him up. He gets the "goods" and we head back to Meggies. Well, We get there, and Caleb, Ashley Wallis and Megan Kelsheimer come over... ~I'll be putting these litte "~" marks in whenever I need to explain something within my explanation...well, Megan Kelsheimer has become a new good friend of mine. She is an amazing girl, and I am so happy to have met her. This was our first meeting, she's the best EVER. I hope we continue to hang out.~ So, we go downstairs and everyone smokes pot...I'm the exception...and then come up stairs and we play a game of truth or dare...lots of whip creme, I did not cheat on Shelley...I never shall again. MONDAY The next night. It's once again Me, Meggie, Brandon, Megan, Ashley, and this time we have Zach as well. ~Zach Lermen. What can I really say? The meeting of Zach was honestly a life changing moment. It was that pivetale. Zach has in the past week become like a new best friend. He is already in my top five people.~ I go into the kitchen and actually make a bong...brandon has never smoked from a bong and wanted to. So I made one. And Brandon then calls and asks Shelley if I can smoke. She said yes...god I love this girl...and we all get very high. Then we go upstairs, and it's another game of Truth or Dare followed by Spin the Bottle...I don't concider this cheating because the only person I had to kiss was Zach, twice... TUESDAY the next day comes, and Zach and I actually hang out for a while. Then night falls, And this time it's Meggie, Me, Brandon, Ashley, Zach, Megan, Laura ~Laura Zahn, holy shit, she is fucking awesome, we became close like THAT~ Deto, Newbie, and I think some others. This is the night Megan K. and I took Dramomine. it was an amazing drug. Holy shit. Strongest drug EVER. I thought I had blacked out for the entire night. But aparently I hadn't...I don't really recall what happened. WEDNSDAYNow it's the next day, and I believe it is now Wednsday, this is actually named "Dram Night." There is a TON of fucking people here. Me, Meggie, Brandon, CJ, Caleb, Diablo, Patrick, Dito, Asheley, Laura, Zach, Megan, and a lot of others. Meggie, Caleb, and "Diablo" all took Dram this night. Meggie was the funniest person EVER, and Caleb was insane. The night was wild. I wound up taking 10 Triple C's this night...Zach and I talked for about five or six hours and about everything in the universe. It was a powerful evening actually. Towards the end it got "wild" because well, heh, every night was wild, this one was insane. in the end Megan K. was the only sober person left at the house. And Caleb was acting insane. Kind of a bad night. But still so so good. THURSDAY. This was our sober day. And it was so good. Me, Megan, Zach, and Laura wound up hanging out ALL day. we just kind of chilled at home at first, and Shelley and I hung out at the start of the day, then she dropped me off, and Zach, and Michael ~Michael, I don't remember what night it was that Michael and I met, I'm leaving out details EVERYWHERe, but he was awesome and still is~ and I went to get some Taco Bell, and just chilled. Then that night it was "sober night" And we were ALL sober. And we wound up at CD Warehouse with Brandon, Patrick, and Caleb. Well, we just chilled then went to Wal Mart then all of a sudden Brandon comes outside and says "Patrick, Caleb in the truck we're going to Nashville, see yall" and I was kind of thinking "thanks for the invite Brandon..." but it was cool, because Zach, Laura, Megan and I all hung out. We stole a pink flag, went around stealing from EVERY Wal Mart. It was the funnest night of the week. FRIDAY- I finally showered and changed my shirt at least, and Shelley and I went to see Footloose at the roxy, and it was great. Then I got back to Meggies house. BIGGEST party EVER. I took Dram again with Laura, and Megan K, and Barbra ~Barbra, me and her and megan k use to go to the roxy together, I still don't know her THAT well, bu tshe's pretty awesome~ So we all take dram. And I thought I was completely sober all night. Aparently they started playing "PLanet Hollywood" and The THree Amigos...heh...and then they convinced me I "missed out" on an orgy" and god, I don't know what else. But I was not sober. and at 7 in the morning I was waiting for Shelley to take me to the Roxy. I got my time fucked up. and then I passed out asleep. SATURDAY this was the day Meggies Parents were to be home. We spend all morning cleaning the house, and Megan K, Zach, Laura, Michael, CJ and I all fall asleep in her living room while she's at work. Well, then her parents walk in...ick. We all leave, and go hang out at Zachs. You'd think this was the end to this crazy week. Well, it's now. We chill at Zachs, I fall asleep...around 12 I wake up and CJ is saying "holy shit dude it's 12, Brandon's here to pick me up I'll see you later" So I decide to go with, and I get into the car with Brandon and CJ and Brandon Number 2, and Caleb, and we all go chill. I stay over at Brandons that night. All Day I had been trying to call my brother to pick me up and take me to Germantown (it was supposed to be my last day) SUNDAY Zach volunteered to drive me to Memphis. So Brandon drops me off at Zachs house, and we chill, Ashley and Megan stop by and we hang out. Then Chad, and Michael show up. They're coming to. Then Laura shows up, so is she. So around 7:30 that night Zach, Laura, Michael, Chad, and I all headed down to Memphis. We stole some gas, and a bunch of other shit and We drove all the way to Memphis. We get in and have a crazy night (I wrote in my last journal). MONDAY, I just don't show up for interning, fuck it, I don't want to do it anyway. And my step dad is pissed off because of the night before, and yeah. So around 2:30 everyone goes to get Zach out of jail, heh, he defecated and masturbated all over the jail cell along with some other things. Rather humerious. Then we all go swimming, and it's just chill. Well, around 9:30 we picked up my brother from El Porton and we all go downtown. We wound up down town memphis on Beale Street, just "chillin." We wound up eating and Zach and Chad talked to some girls from Switzerland. Then we go walking, and we get in trouble with the "po po" again. They started going off about us walking in the street...the street was blocked off. It was crazy. Then we encounter two business men looking people and walk them to Beale Street, and then drive home. On the way back, I took a wrong turn and we ended up headed towards St. Louis, I say "hey we're going to St. Louis" and everyone brainstorms. And as of this very moment. Zach, Laura, Chad, and Michael are headed towards Myrtle Beach wehere they will hang out for a while, then they are going to St Louis, and by Saturday they will be back in Memphis. It's so crazy. FOr that week, I was living like crayz, spur of the moment. And I loved it. I wish I hadn't done all the drugs, and I don't plan on it ever again, I'm quiting all drugs and drinking, but that week was so amazing. Unforuntately it ended at 2:30 today. When I realized "shit, you guys, I can't go with you...It's illegal" normally it wouldn't be a big deal if it's illegal, but they'd be charged with kidnapping, had i not pointed this out I could have still gone. But I suppose I need some responsibilities, or just end the ones I have now. Everything has just been crazy lately. It seems like I have to go "back to normal" for now. I have to take some tests and exams tomorrow. It sucks that these opportunities come up now. And I'm 15...I won't be 18 for 2 yeaqrs and 2 monthes. This sucks. But oh well. I have some crazy stories on school. So that was my party week, I have other stuff to write ontomorrow. hearts and stars, Danny 3:04 a.m. - 2003-07-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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