confusion247's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *nothing* short of amazement I became so philosophical last night. Oh my gosh, I wrote 25 pages worth of thoughts on life. It's so crazy. I can't comprehend any of it. I had just been laying there in the hot tub at 1 in the morning quickly falling to sleep because I've been so tired (no sleep), then something hits me and these thoughts that I've never ever been able to put together finally come together. I'm finally able to understand the things I've always thought and felt but was never able to put into words. I don't know why, but I think it was because I just let go last night, and because of that my comprehension and understanding became deeper, and I no longer cared about my dumb superficial problems, ex: school, grades, my image, all of that. I stoped thinking about myself for once and concentrated on the world. I felt for the first time that I was at peace with it...I believe that this was something known as meditating. It was nothing short of amazing. hearts and stars Danny 8:04 p.m. - 2003-07-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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