confusion247's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- God... I just read a friends journal. Well, I guess you'd call him a friend, I don't get to hang out with him nearly as much as I'd like to. But that's besides the point. So back to my topic, it was talking about "immoral acts" and he doesn't think that's what god has planned for him. Hmmm, I always wonder if people mean all of that. About God I mean. I'm not very religious, I believe in a higher being and that's about as far as my religion goes...I always wanted to be more religious but I think it was just so that I could have something more in common in people, and so I could have something that I believed in so much. Because I really don't have that much that I believe in besides knowing tomorrow more than likely doesn't hold anything great. What do I believe in? Not really anything...what can I depend on? Once again...not really anything. I miss being like five and just playing with legos and being happy from that and not worrying about anything. It's like in the perks when he refers to the little boy eating french fries with his mommy sand that being enough. I wish something was enough now. I wish I just felt content. Today was odd. I saw the movie Chicago, it was pretty good. When I was riding home with Catie B. and Mary H. I was sitting in the back of Catie's truck looking out the window at all the people. I was thinking of all the hardships they would have to endure in life, and what they were going to do when they got home. Do they have a family? Are they happy with them? When they die is anyone going to care? When I die is anyone going to care? People is a depressing subject. It really is. All the troubles in life that are made up only by the rare moments of true happiness we endure. I'm going to brush my teeth and finish watching Dogma. Goodnight everyone...Brandron...get better. Love, Danny 11:37 p.m. - 2003-01-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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